Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Brighter things to come...

Well I don't want to jinx anything but things seem to be working out awesomely!!! After a month or two of some really bad turmoil, crying myself to sleep, ulcers, and lots of praying, Co and I have decided to move back in together. It's been a lonely 5+ years for both of us, and we both have gone slow out of respect of each others feelings, and now it looks like it's paying off. After much soul searching and being out on our own we've found that the piece that's been missing for both of us has been each other. I know we have a rough road ahead in getting back into the swing of things, but it will be nice to get to rediscover each other. I have wanted this for so long and now I get to be with my soul mate again. I hope we can get the happy ending we both deserve and want so badly. I don't want to sound all holier than thou but I cannot discount the power of prayer one bit in this whole thing. It took 5 years of prayers, but they appeared to be answered. Thank you Lord for letting us show that love can indeed conquer all.

Of course the moving in together has a little hitch. Neither one of us can afford a place up here so we are looking to follow her family down to South Carolina. I am excited about getting away from the cold New England winter, but I am worried about leaving my mom behind. I've been helping her with the house for the last 5 years and I'm not sure who's going to be doing that for her once I move. I hope my brother and sis step up and keep an eye on her. Of course I'm also going to miss my friends dearly. I'm going to be down there without a safety net close by if things go bad, I guess I'm going to have to rely on the computer and phone a bit more. Of course I'm sure I'll also get to make some new friends down there as well.

Right now we are in the planning stages of the move but more than likely it will be happening between late June and early August. So much to do in so little time, but like all things it will work out in the end. I'll let y'all know when I know more.

Love to all and of course take care...