I used to love Halloween, for years it was the only day of the year I could dress as a girl and not get flack for it. In fact the first Halloween I can remember when I was 4 I dressed as Raggedy Ann. Today I was going to dress up for work in costume, but didn't have the gumption to do so just not feeling it. Then it hit me in the shower, I wasn't dressing up in a costume pretending every Halloween, I was dressing up in a costume every day but Halloween. It was the only day of the year I got to be me plain and simple. I spent too many years wearing a mask pretending to be something I was not, now I get to be me all the time and dressing up just wasn't in me today.
As for everything else, there's not much to report on the trans front. I find it harder and harder to write about those issues, I've grown over the past few years and have moved on past many issues and continue to work on others as I will for the rest of my life. I've found though if you dwell on the same things over and over they will smother you over time and you will be mired in a cycle of despair. I've tried to write a couple of other non trans issue blogs but haven't been able to find the passion I once had for this blog. I'm gonna keep working at it until I find something that fits, of course I will keep writing here from time to time, but as you can see from my recent pattern of posting it's few and far between. So if I'm not here for awhile and you want to see how life is going just drop me an email.
Hope all is well with anyone still listening.
Love to all and of course take care...
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