Did I push her over the edge?..

I was shocked to hear yesterday that a girl I dated for a short time just got arrested for countless cruelty and neglect to animals charges. She wasn't trying to be mean to them but instead had a rescue in her home that just got too big and too much for her and the authorities were called to shut her down. I feel bad for her, I've worked with rescue types when I sold pet food and when I worked at the feed stores. These people love the animals more than most people and the animals become their children. To be accused of hurting them instead of helping them must be devastating for her.

What I have to wonder though is what got her into animal rescue. The article listed her as Ms. and she is still using her maiden name which means she most likely isn't married. Now not to be prejudice or anything but most animal rescue people are lesbians. They have no kids of their own to take care of yet they still have that instinct built in to care and nurture something so they turn to animals. Not a bad thing, just an observation.

Now lets get back to the dating thing. I was never a Casanova by any means, most people I know have slept with more people than I have kissed. Well her and I dated for a short time between K and Co. I had known her from hs and even was going to take her to the prom until one of my other friends talked me out of it. So she forgives me a year later and we go out on a few dates. I kept trying so hard to get her to kiss me, and enlisted the female in the other couple of our double date routine into lending a hand. So she talks to her on the third date and finally gets her to agree to kiss me goodnight. Well like I said I didn't get laid much. As we are kissing the fireworks I'd been hoping for weren't there, we were going in two different directions at the same time. Unfortunately I decided to use my critique in a comical way and said "don't worry, we'll get it right next time." To which she burst into tears slammed the door and ran into the house, we never spoke again. Knowing what I know now I wonder if I was a slight push that made her hate men all together and finally accept the way she was born. What did you think I was going to say I turned her gay? That my friends is so not possible, if I could do that I wouldn't be selling ads.

I feel bad for her right now, yet if I'm right and she is a lesbian I'm kind of laughing right now. I find it hilarious that a now tranny and Lesbian once dated as boy and girl and shared a kiss that didn't work out. I'm tempted to look her up and send my sympathy to her, who knows now that things have changed in my life she may want to be friends again. Of course I could be wrong about her sexuality and a note from me could make her totally flip out and go up to a belltower with a hunting rifle.

I'm going to have to think this one over. If you have any suggestions feel free to comment.

Love to all and take care.