Ok I've always tried to live by the adage to leave the world a better place than when you found it. I've also always tried to burn no bridges. Both those are being thrown out the door in me leaving my current job but not by my choice. And I'm not happy at all about it.
From the begging of my current job 2 of my three bosses have been fighting. Common barnyard rooster chest-thumping, with me stuck in the middle. I have been told by both of them not to listen to the other in order to go far. One has been more involved in this than the other. This one decided to use my leaving as ammo to go after the other one. I don't care if they want to stand in the barnyard and beat the crap out of each other all day, I just don't need to be in the middle. Well turns out the more aggressive rooster is claiming I am leaving because of the other boss, and that other boss called me upset today. He was upset that I said these things about him, and never came to him. The truth is I never said anything to anyone on specifically why I was leaving. But I took it a step further. Mr. Aggressive boss asked my boss to have me send any emails that might show the other boss being a jerk. So I told the other guy to watch his back.
I know I just started WWIII, but I really don't care at this point. I hate the fact that this jerk used me to get at the other one. I am on the edge of going "nuclear" with the whole thing, by writing an email to the big boss stating that a big reason for my leaving is that I'm sick of bullshit I've had to endure with the cock fighting.
I think it's too late to try and save bridges when the whole interstate has been ripped apart. I am going to think it over this week, and if I decide to send it I'll do it next week sometimes. I know it's going to raise some massive fighting once I've gone, but I really don't want to go back to this hell hole anyway. I have never dealt with such a bunch of immature infighting my whole professional life.
I'm going to still finish my time with them, and continue to do my job, but I am pissed. This week I am back covering down in Fairfield county, so I'm up at 3am again, man I need my head examined.
I'm hoping not to have too much trouble as I finish out my time there. I'm not looking forward to having to go nuclear, but I really don't see any other way to teach someone a lesson without doing anything but. It seems childish, but sometimes it is proper to fight fire with fire.
In the words of Mr. Reagan. "Inform the Russians, we start the bombing in 10 minutes." Ok so I may not have it right, but you get the idea.
Love to all, nuke 'em hard, and g'nite.
Monday, August 08, 2005
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